Are You Aware of Who Truly Loves You?

Love.

Love. A word. An emotion. An instinct. A cause for joy. A cause for sorrow most extreme.

Love has been the first emotion and/or feeling that we humans experience. I truly believe that love begins in the womb. A bond that only mother and child can share. Others say that the love begins immediately upon birth. Motivated by the beat of the mother’s heart as a child suckles for the first time.

There is no doubt that the love between mother and child can not be matched with any other type of love.

There are many forms of love. The love we just spoke of. The love of the Father is as unique as the Mother’s. Then we have sibling love.

Family love” . The first line of the love in your life. The most important of all.

It is proven fact that those who are raised in a loving and caring environment are far more likely to become successful later in l life. Compared to those who are raised in an atmosphere lacking in care or displays of true love.

If you have no concept of what a loving childhood is how can you possibly know of living a caring, loving adulthood?

Being raised in the child welfare system or by relatives does not fulfill the want or ‘genetic instinct‘ of parental affection.

That instinct exists only within the parent. The exception to that rule defined by not only “biological” parenting, but also the caring and true love given by a surrogate or “Step” parent.

(Side note: My family have never used either “Step or Adopted” label. For we are not capable of judging ourselves by labeling.)

A parent is not necessarily biological. I was not raised by my biological parents. Neither were any of the millions of adopted children worldwide.

If a person wants to be a true paternal part of a child’s journey through life and do so without malice or ill will, the love they show will be greater than the love they keep.

Love increases as the generations pass. Each new generation adding additional strength to the familial bond. Imprinting the definition of love actual within the hearts and souls of each member of the growing clan. The more branches of the family’s tree, the stronger the devotion to and the sharing of love in it’s truest form.

Are you aware of who really loves you?

The answer to that question is “You”. Self love is an integral cog in the wheels of life.

And as many before I have said, “Love makes the world go round.

Free Your Mind

My life is made up of many short stories and life lessons learned within the dark alleyways of street universities. 

Life is black and white with gray areas surrounding a lighter shade of pale.

I am a Realist. Reality is real.

Life’s first lesson, 

“Reality bites”.

The gray areas are the subliminal, obscure classrooms of the mind.

All the knowledge we need we already know.

You are the gatekeeper of your mind and soul. The vaults of your very existence. Look deep within your subconscious mind to discover the knowledge you already know.

There lays the knowledge you need to know. There awaits more wisdoms than you could ever imagine.

Break down the bias doors of this dystopian society. Approach and learn without preset prejudices and/or malformed conclusions.

Release your beast within. Allow it to devour the logics and intelligence contained therein. A buffet of wonderous realities.

Let the melancholy sheep live the only life they shall ever know.

Remember I tell you this. For you must know. The last words you never want to know is the devastating,

“I told you so.”

Devour all knowledge. There lays no overflow.

The answers you have are the answers you need.

Allow your innermuse to introduce you to yourself.

To quote a great song,


“Free your mind. The rest will follow.”

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If I …

If I make it to Heaven, I will never understand why. For once I shot men and watched them slowly die.

If I make it to Hell I will understand why. For I kissed a girl and watched her cry.

If I make it to Purgatory I will understand why. For I stole the possessions of others so I could get high as the sky.

If while I am in Heaven and those I love were to die. I would look at the Creator and ask of him, “Why, oh why?”

If while I am in Hell and those I love do cry. I will ask the Creator, “Why, oh why?”

If while I am in Purgatory and those I love pass by. I will tell the Creator, “They are better souls than I.

For when I shot those men under the influence of a high, I believed myself to be the better man. Better than holier souls much as the “you” you call “I”.

For while I made that girl cry. I believed myself better than her. Better than her Angelic self under the Creator’s endless sky.

When my time does come and I ascend beyond the sky, I will hold my head up high and admit the wrongs I’ve done

And if the Creator has it within him a pardon I will receive. Even though I willingly did deceive. Broken Commandments fell like shadows both behind and before me.

With sincere apologies I dare not use to deceive. I will gladly pay a penance if the need does be.

Don’t smile today Canada!

I will not say “Happy Canada Day”  – out of the deepest respect for my aboriginal wife and our children.

Don’t smile today Canada!

We should rename it National Shame Day”.

The way we have allowed our government to treat our “First” Nations people is a shame.

A serious one at that.

Don’t smile today Canada!

The key word here being “First“.

We took their land through force, deception and outright robbery.

We are the “original” immigrants.

They were BORN and developed a peaceful society here long before we arrived. Hence, the label we give to them as being “Aboriginal.”

All Aboriginal Nations have suffered by our actions.

Don’t smile today Canada.

We do not have the decency to allow them fresh water.

We force them to live as a “third world” nation in the remotest segments of their beautiful lands.

We do not have the common decency to properly investigate the hundreds,  if not thousands, of missing Indigenous woman.

All of these crimes we committed  while we were the guilty ones.

We, who invaded and settled on the prime cuts of “Their lands.”

All Canadians should be ashamed for our actions and our attitudes towards them.

And shame, tenfold, for the actions of our forefathers. 

All Canadians should be doing whatever we can to provide EVERY reserve with the bare necessities of life.

Necessities that we so openly take for granted.

Of how, right up to the 1990’s, we turned a blind eye to the attempted genocide and the murders of innocent children under the care of Catholic Church pedophiles and baby killers.

We MUST bring their standard of living up to and beyond the standards that which we are openly reaping the benefits and enjoying the rewards of.

A basic humanitarian right the First Nations people so rightfully deserve.

Don’t smile today Canada!

There is no reason whatsoever that they should be paying ridiculously inflated costs for food and the bare necessities of life.

There is no reason, whatsoever, that they should be living in homes that would be declared uninhabitable in our cities.

Don’t smile today Canada!

Instead …..

Let us hang our heads in shame and demand that our government and our individual selves do our diligent best to rectify the numerous wrongs and crimes we have inflicted upon the true original “Canadians.”

I am ashamed – very much so. I am ashamed in many ways. I ashamed that the pagan religion we forced upon them were and are nothing more than an organized gang of pedophiles and baby killers disguised as worshippers of God.

I am ashamed that we have not the common decency to treat our fellow countrymen with respect, appreciation and decency.

No ……

Don’t smile today Canada!

HOW DO WE APOLOGIZE FOR THE GENOCIDE OF OUR ABORIGINALS?

Firstly, let me state that the following are MY beliefs and opinions. This topic is volatile, to say the least. One that the majority of people are too afraid or ashamed or both to speak out about. I AM NOT AFRAID TO SPEAK OUT AT ALL!

The devout Catholic ‘sheep’ will be angered by my words. Which will only strengthen the truth of what I am about to write. All mankind is entitled to their own individual opinions. There said, here lies my opinions and beliefs regarding the genocide of the Aboriginal Nations of Canada.

YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO VOICE YOUR OPINION IN THE ‘COMMENT’ SECTION AT THE END OF THIS BLOG. ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU DO SO WITHOUT VULGAR WORDS

The rumours we have heard all our lives are not rumours. The Catholic Church is full of pedophiles.
We glorify this by continuing to practice medieval rituals and tithing more and more money to so-called temples and religious leaders.

Scarcely will you see reports of priest pedophilia on the front page of newspapers or headlines of newscasts, unless the victims raise enough awareness or somehow catch the media’s attention. Otherwise said reports will be buried deep within the newspaper or a thirty second segment of the news broadcast. Or we disguise the sexual abuse within comedic jokes delivered via stand up comedians and bad bar room jokes. We have made jest of and allowed this to go on for 2021 years and counting.

Who were the first organized crime syndicates? The original ‘La Costa Nostra’? Think about it. It is obvious as the nose on your face. Our beloved ‘Churches‘.
Why do they insist we keep politics and religion separate? A blind man can see the reason being is self governing and self penalization.
How many times have we seen priests accused of pedophilia simply transferred to another parish and a fresh herd of ‘sheep‘ for the sexual deviant ‘Sheppard’s’.
Ask any person who has been an Altar boy or, unfortunately, had to live in a Catholic institution or foster home.

It is time we take these so-called ‘men of God’ off their holier than thou pedestals.
It is time we hold them accountable and enforce proper punishment for their actions.
It is far past due. Way past. Considering we had absolutely no right to seize their lands, kidnap their children and punish them for speaking their native language.
What makes a priest or nun so much holier than thou that they are not incarcerated for their crimes?

Less than one percent of accused offenders actually serve jail time. The remaining 99.9% get relocated to another Catholic fortress of sins and offered up a fresh brood of innocent children to fulfill their perverse needs.

Mind you it is not always sexual perversions and childhood sex abuse. Often it is ungodly emotional abuse. Which alone can destroy a person and sentence them to a lifetime of sorrows and a cascade of severe psychological complications. Or, even more often physical abuse way beyond any attempts to justify such.

I remember far too well the evil grins and snide remarks of the Nun while administering their corporal judgement upon me.

HOW DO WE APOLOGIZE FOR THE GENOCIDE OF OUR ABORIGINALS?

DOES ANY AMOUNT OF CURRENCY BRING BACK THE LOST LIVES?

MY WIFE AND CHILDREN ARE ABORIGINAL. I AM OF IRISH DECENT AND I CARRY A SHAME UPON MY SHOULDERS FOR SIMPLY HAVING PRACTICED CATHOLICISM. MIND YOU, AS A YOUTH I HAD NO CHOICE.

I learned at a young age that all religions are a farce. Plagued with Pagan rituals performed in a defunct languages. Rich temples built with ‘demanded tithes‘ from the poorest of the poor. The majority of the Ten Commandments manipulated to allow religious leaders a life of riches and a carefree ‘Carte Blanche’ lifestyle. Children disciplined with medieval instruments, such as the ‘Barber’s Strap‘ upon the hands or buttocks. Or suffering the embarrassment of standing in a corner for hours with a hat pronouncing they were imbeciles.

Only the Lord knows what happened behind those closed doors and shuttered windows.

I was punished on numerous occasions, not sexually, but I have many memories of bleeding hands or blistered buttocks. Of being placed in the old style galvanized washtub full of ice cubes and water for wetting my pants.

THERE LAYS NO WAY WHATSOEVER OF RIGHTING THIS WRONG. NOTHING WILL BRING BACK THE POOR SOULS MURDERED. HOW COULD WE RIGHT ANY OF THE THOUSANDS OF UNJUSTIFIABLE WRONGS OUR SOCIETY HAS AND STILL HAS TO THIS VERY DAY INSTILLED UPON THE FIRST NATION PEOPLE OF THIS ONCE RESPECTED AND BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY?

Religion is nothing more than gangs living above the Law, tax free.
Faith is within all of us.

We do not need fancy temples to pray or practice our various Faiths. Religion is not Faith. Faith is not a religion. Faith comes from deep within our hearts and our subconscious and genetically implanted desire to thank whomever we believe our Creator or Creators to be.

There are far more children’s graves out there yet to be discovered. Remember I tell you this. The thousand plus discovered so far are but the tip of a gigantic iceberg. Eventually the iceberg will melt away and reveal all that was held frozen within. This iceberg is melting faster than a waxen statue in a burning cathedral.

I do not believe the Canadian Catholic gang will accept the blame that will accompany the meltdown.

As a whole, the Catholic Congregation are a narcissistic bunch of naysayers. Our, (but definitely not ‘mine’), Prime Minister Trudeau has already referred to the 1000 plus youth found thus far as, “Someone’s grandparents.”

His government will attempt to find some way of justification regarding the mass graves. I am not saying that he, (Trudeau), will say the discovered graves were not all murder. I am simply stating that the government will try to protect the almighty Catholic church by somehow downplaying the huge numbers by any means. Perhaps by fabricating other factors that may be responsible for many of the deaths.

Say what they may – in my book it was “MURDER”. Murder by the very people who vow to be messengers of their God’s will.

They have already hinted that perhaps the graves are that of a flu epidemic, or small pox or some other mass illness.

They will do their best to lower the number count of ‘Abused” victims and thereby protect their precious Catholic gang of crooks.

I could be wrong, but I strongly doubt it.

They, (Canadian Government), by implying such, will enable the uneducated conspiracy theorists to fuel up the chorus of false news.

By doing so they will create a period of chaos. They will be hoping that the original facts will get lost in the dark mires of idiotic minds that are looking for any reason whatsoever to once again have us believe that all First Nations peoples are uneducated savages looking for a way to obtain money from us.

They will attempt to have us believe Aboriginals are lying just to make money or steal Canadian land. Forgetting that it was not the Aboriginals who stole land from anyone. How can you steal what you own? Rather, it was us immigrants who landed upon their doorstep and said, “Move over and get off OUR lands..”

Without sounding too much like a bigot I have to say that the Catholic’s and their mob bosses are, perhaps the largest group of bigots in the world.

They are responsible for so many wars and are very judgmental. They have a commandment, Number 5, that states, “Thou shall not kill.” Yet, they are responsible for numerous wars and conflicts. They should rewrite the fifth Commandment to state, “Thy shall not kill, unless it is in the name of our God.” Catholicism and violence go hand in hand.

I will continue following this horrific topic and I shall be writing more about it as the facts come to surface. I fear what may be revealed in the next coming weeks. I strongly believe that the numbers will triple if not quadruple. Living in the twenty-first century you would think that we would have evolved past the medieval paganistic rituals. That the Catholic Church would abandon the use of Latin.

The church should realize that today’s youth have little patience for such an outdated approach to Faith and Religion. That ‘Realism‘ is , in my opinion, the route to go. Our society has evolved into a fast paced – ‘Hurry up and wait’ world. It has been common knowledge for decades’ the abuse and neglect the government has displayed to the First Nation Peoples. Canada has gotten a rude awakening with the discovery of these graves. The government best prepare itself for the upcoming awakening this investigation will reveal. I(t cannot be swept under the carpet as they have attempted to do with the ungodly amount of missing Indigenous women.

FOR NOW I WOULD LIKE TO OFFER A SINCERE APOLOGY TO FIRST NATION ABORIGINAL PEOPLES EVERYWHERE FOR THE ACTIONS OF MY FOREFATHERS. I AM EMBARRASSED AND TRULY HEARTBROKEN BY ALL OF THIS. I will write more as this tragic truth progress’s until then, I remain, Dann. Just as I am.

CHILDREN’S LIVES MATTER!!!