Today has to be one of the hardest ones I have had to endure since the surgeries and the terrible news regarding my heart.
It’s sad the Life I am existing.
I was hoping to see sixty on October the fifth.
I doubt that will happen.
If the Creator’s were ever going to allow me a break, it should be now.
Everyone has that psychological cliff.
That ledge that if pushed too far you will definitely tumble down into the abyss.
My life has been a train wreck for months now.
Nine surgeries and then the terrible news regarding my heart.
And on the hottest day so far this year I am sitting on a bench on a busy street, crying my heart out.