I have to apologize to everyone for the roller-coaster of emotions I have been going through.
I am having a difficult time dealing with the cancer diagnosis, the stress of my financial situation and all the ripple effects caused by these.
I am lost. I am 61. Very sick. I am in such a disastrous financial situation that may lead to our being homeless once again come the new year. This is mainly due to the identity theft I had earlier this year. It left me four months behind in all aspects of my finances.
The duo cancer diagnosis has devastated me and plays chaos with my emotions.
I am ashamed of myself for the financial crisis and for not being able to show Dakota a very good Christmas, if any Christmas at all.
The waiting for the treatment and surgeries for the cancer has and is causing me many sleepless nights and numerous anxiety attacks.
All this has greatly affected the way I have been treating my precious Maria, my family and my friends.
I apologize and I am trying hard to come to terms with the reality of what my life has become. But, it is not that easy.