I Miss You Jason.

I've lived over sixty years now. In my life I have met possibly four souls as pure as Jason's. I am proud that he loved and respected me almost as a father. I'm grateful and thankful that Dar Jilks crossed my celestial path and I was Blessed to watch not only Jason, but also her,...

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Am I Too Philosophical For Today’s Standards?

Am I too philosophical for the standards of today's society? Why do I wake up crying? Hell, I am portrayed by many to be, and I quote, "The toughest man they've ever met."   But, am I really that tough or have I just learned how to mask fright with strength. I have killed people -...

Does ‘Insanity’ Exist?

Like the title asks, "Does insanity exist?" What the mainstream 'normal' consider 'sane' is only a word used to label their perception of the norm. Who defines the norm? The normal define the abnormal. Yet, if you were to ask the abnormal if they believe the normal is a set standard of mental measure I...

Stress Is A Cancerous Cyst

Stress is a cancerous cyst that grows inside us till it ruptures into anger and hatred. I am suffering a severe case these past few weeks. And it is winning. I guess you could say I have started my man-period and shouldn't be near humans. I'm allergic. I have been through so much these past...

The True Shape I’m In

I am going to be very blunt and honest regarding how my life has turned out at the age of sixty. How, with the exception of a handful of people, I go through life extremely un-noticed and forgotten. As a point of "reference" I shall use song lyrics to emphasize certain points. The Bands -...

Aging Is Not Easy

I never think of myself as "old". I will be sixty-one October the fifth. Not old by today's standards. At least not by my standard. I have always knew I will live well past a century. 112 years old to be exact. But, lately when I gaze in the mirror I worry. I'm aging fast....

Why Are We Worshipping Performers and Athletes????

Ummmm, why does anyone bother to speak to Kanye West? He's as stupid as a crackhead and married to a media whore. Society is so out of line with reality. We have placed sports and entertainment on a higher pedestal than our over five thousand various "gods" we worship here on Earth. We treat athletes...

Domingo con dos hijos

Algunos días soy más bendecido que otros. Hoy es un día así. Debido a su vida fuera de la ciudad, rara vez puedo ver a mi hijo mayor, mi número uno, Randy. O mi primer nieto nacido, Randy Junior. La Beata Dakota, mi hijo menor, y yo pasaríamos una tarde con ellos hoy. 3 GENERACIONES...

Sunday With Two Sons

Some days I am more Blessed than others. Today is such a day. Due to his living out of town, I rarely get to see my eldest son, my Number One, Randy. Or my first born grandson Randy Junior. Blessed Dakota, my youngest, and I were to spend an afternoon with them today. 3 GENERATIONS...