There is always a bright side to every dark side.
Life is like a series of storms – some small others big.
All you have to remember is that no matter what kind of storm it is……
Be it a tired mature body depressed in a corner.
Or perhaps it could be a Blessing of some Healing Light.
The Darkness will creep in through pathways created from your fear, depression and/or anxiety.
No matter how Dark your thoughts
REACH OUT TO SOMEONE
REMEMBER IT IS ALWAYS
SUNNY ABOVE THE CLOUDS.
That is why we “soar upwards towards the Heavens.”
It is why I am “LightHouse“.
Shining my beacon of Light to those of need. Even though I am in desporate need myself.
Being homeless again
I live a Light Keepers life. Solitary man in a crowded room with a false smile and little hope
The kind soul masking their physical and emotional pain so as they can put a smile on a needed face.
I have, at times, put my pain aside so as I could assist others. Many times actually.
We need to teach our youth that the pen, the almighty keyboard and the glorious internet are weapons of mass social change.
That violence needs to take a break. It shall never be fully gone. It is a genetic survival type of thing
This is a modern time and a time like no other. It is a desprate time for mankind for we are declining into global chaos and all parties involved are feeding the fire.
The world wide insanity of these past few years has turned the logical way of life. upsidedown.
Children – young children – no longer have morning Prayer but they can sit at the age of 5 or 6 and learn about gender this or that.
A time of man where you can go to jail for touching your first breast 42 years prior.
A time to fight our neighbours in debates.
Not in the sewers of our infrastructure.
The suicide rates are climbing rapidly in Canada.
Our First Nation’s children live in dispair and poverty of a third world nation.
They have been plagued with suicides of many of their youth. Some the tender age of 10 or 11.
I wish I knew the answer because Christmas Morning 2019 my 29 year old son hung himself.
Suicide only makes you think it is truly the only answer. The damage and pain it causes is far, far lasting and will bring a lifelong agony for loved ones and friends.
I am speaking first hand here. I fight the suicide demon daily.
Isolating can only give the Dark thoughts free reign of very ability to see due to your choice to hide.
We are on our 5th generation of “Babies having babies.
Suicide rates are rising world wide.
There are many little electrical trucks driving, floating in our heads; that work together collectively as a unit, thus giving us the ability to be constantly connected to our internal computer and the processing knowledge.
Problem being we have filled it with many misleading false forms of information.
It is instinct. Instinct that also is struggling for survival itself.
They no longer teach cursive writing.
Nor home econmics.
Adult society is nerve racking on the best of days, but, it also is not being taught to our youth. One might think it would be wise to “prepare” them for “adulthood“.
Just a thought. ……………
Our technology has us held hostage.
Forever chasing the next “g” highspeed internet connection.
Like an old vigina pirate chasing the g-string in the strippers club.
And most of these generations will be swallowed up.
Spending their lives trying to get off “Welfare” and on to the higher paying “Ontario Disibility Support Program“.
Forever to follow the ass in front of them as a good SHEEPLE should.
Living the learned “Sheeple” attitude.
Forever dancing to the beat of an unknown drummer.
Obeying a triblistic hypnotic brain washing.
Every one is rushing to the next thing they will rush from.
Not often are they willing to Uber their asses home and prepare meal as family.
A meal made with love.
To sit at the table with no electronics and eat, drink and be merry with your closest loved ones. A Blessing of life with each childs smile.
A way to slowly re- install family values and teach them to take ownership of their rights and their wrongs. To teach them the value of communication.
The greatest joy to is to realize family is number one.
By the end of washing the dishes after such a fine sit down meal you will feel a special moment that your brain will file away in the recess of your mind till need be it requested.
A “Kodak Moment” as they say in my age.
The end result of what society has changed is a family structure that has been disolving into a cesspool of five consectutive “lost generations”
Of babies raising babies and we have allowed it.
As seen a few times in recorded history, when the human population grows to the extent it will deplete Earth’s resources, an event of mass destruction will happen.
“Hello Corona Virus 2020!
Could be a flood from the completely melted pole caps.
Hopefully it is a gigantic solar flare that disrupts our digital world and then society will see first hand how greatly we have NOT raised our youth.
My life has been a year and few months of fighting my non treatable cancer and burying a loved one almost every two weeks.
And my baby hangs himself.
After hours talking to me from Alberta to home here in Toronto.
He assured me all was good.
He was sober and we talked about shows and sci fi.
He was fine. Till he did it.
You cannot lay blame on someone for a suicide.
The only one to blame is the person who made the wrong choice.
Like my eldest brother or my best friend.
Both by hanging.
I have a somewhat type of closure since we had Jordan’s Celebration of Life.
Suicide takes not only the life of the victim, but also of your truly loved ones.
Suicide kills families.
Even if you think your anxiety or whatever affliction you have been burdened with is insignificant, Reach out – frack being nervous or afraid.
Reach out to whoever you must.
To box it all in is a definite mistake big time.
Do not give the Darkness of your life the opportunity to cloud your logical side.
Soar above that and reach out for help.
Living Angels are in many places.
With many faces.
When you need yours they will come.
The losing of your child, no matter what their age, cannot be compared to any other pains.
I will leave you now in Hope and in my Prayers. If you are having serious depression or anxiety or just need an ear and a shoulder,
REACH OUT REACH OUT.
SOAR ABOVE THE STORM CLOUDS.
FOR IT IS ALWAYS A SUNNY GLORIOUS DAY ABOVE AND STORMY CLOUD
So sayeth LightHouse Dann Verner.